yaye i'm so happy, today's the 31st and its such a good day ^^
got back report book, am happy with my results haha. ehlun owes us cake for being the first in class! right? but hor, return me my money first then treat them ok ^^

met jean and went to amk to get some stuff before heading to her house to bake! we went to eat potato too haha :D baked cookies and a cake! we replaced the walnuts with choc chips and my first attempt to melt the butter and choc bar failed :x the thingy become chaota luckily we managed to clean up in time before jean's mom got home.

after everything was done we headed to sk tgt. printed photo and cut out ( ok it turned out rather weird, if you want i print another photo for you again! ) off to meet the going-to-be birthday boy named jem. the cake actually looked very plain but after dressing it up with the last strawberry left in the fridge, it became so damn pretty :D talked till 6, super happy cos i havent done this for a looooooooooooong time!

im tired from such a long day but still cant sleep now. i shall try to make myself busy and hope time flies so that i can sleep soon! goodnight everyone from the HAPPY girl :)

LOL at the somebody who owes me money. must be weilun! you better return me my money hor, i let you clear debts today alr leh ._. and i dont want the money in ringgit pls.

Yet another boring day in school. Haha, people please quit gambling! No more lehmann brothers please, permanent ban! Weide if you got too much money wanna invest in me? ^^

Training after school was rather fun! Started training with playing the running game until jiaolian reached because we dont have the key and mr ang was nowhere in sight. So fun, nehneh very suay cos we kept sabo-ing her. Haha! Talked a lot to the girls as usual. 300 over dollars just flew away from me, xinjie and annlyn! Sad :(

Tomorrow I won't be heading out with the girls, but going to Jean's house to 做傻事! Lol, I'm not saying much because I know everyone will think I'm very stupid and I don't think they'll understand why I do that. Haha xinjie very funny, she kept asking me and locking my hands tgt! Sorry girl, maybe next time k! :)

Mac breakfast tmr anyone? ^^

I know I tell myself not to be afraid to move on, but it seems I can't.
i have to keep trying! no more being a fool for you. :)

i am sooooooo bored, i shall do esther's quiz!
1. your relationship with him/her?
she's my good friend/classmate whom i can always share my thoughts with, cos she always understands :)

2. Your five impressions of him/her?
super active, funny, small, sleepy (LOL joking :x), cheerful!

3. The most memorable thing he/she had done to you:
listened to my rants and told me she understood what i was talking abt totally

4. The most memorable thing she said to you.
"remember i'm always here for you! :)"

5. If she become your lover you will?
i will go to her house and play mahjong everyday. hahahaha still remember

7. If he/she becomes your lover the thing he/she can he/she has to improve?
GROW TALLER. HAHAHA

8. If he/she becomes your enemy you will?
i can't imagine :(

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?
can't think of any yet :/

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is?
feed her more food! shes damn skinny!

11. Your overall impression of him/her is?
SUPER DUPER HYPER. :)

12. How do you think people around you will feel about you?
they will think that i'm a very stupid girl. :/

13. The characters you love about yourself are,
i think my stupidity always brings joy to people LOL.

14. On the contrary, the reasons you hate yourself are?
pretty stubborn at times and can be very rash and do stupid things when im angry.

15. The ideal person you want to be is?
no one at all. (:

16. For people that care; like you, say something to them
thanks for tolerating all my nonsense and love you guys!

17. Pass this quiz to 10 people:
1) yenni
2) cindy
3) xinjie
4) anetta
5) annlyn
6) huishi
7) jean
8) hweewen
9) huiting
10) jinqiang LOL

18. who is 6 having a relationship with?
(huishi) nobody i guess? :D

19. Is 9 a male or female?
(huiting) female

20. If 7 & 8 are together will it be a good thing?
(jean, hwee) no! joseph will kill hwee.

22. What is 2 studying about?
(cindy) same as me :)

23. When was the last time you had a chat with 3?
(xinjie) few hours ago!

24. What kind of band music does 8 likes?
(hweewen) don't know lei.. pop? :D

25. Does 1 have any siblings?
(yenni) yep, she has a brother.

26. will you woo 3?
(xinjie) her eyes are too big for me. LOL.

27. How about 7?
(jean) no! joseph will kill me again :(

28. Is 4 single?
(anetta) yep!

29. What is the surname of 5?
(annlyn) shit. i don't know leh!! isit annlyn lee anri? :x or is there no lee? shit! sorry arh annlyn :/

30.Whats the hobby of 4?
(anetta) DAIDEE / BANLUCK -ing. i'm sure!!

31. Does 5 & 9 gets along well?
(annlyn, huiting) yep, guess so!

32. Where is 2 studying at?
(cindy) xinmin sec school

33. Talk something casually about 1?
(yenni) just three letters, BFF.

34. Have you tried developing feelings for 8?
(hweewen) sorry but no :x

35. Where does 9 lives?
(huiting) i think sk arh? or some yck road thing.

36. What colour does 1 likes?
(yenni) isit green? :D

37. Are 5 & 2 best friends?
(cindy, annlyn) idk! perhaps yes :D

38. Does 7 like 2?
(jean, cindy) idk :/

39. How did you get to know 2?
(cindy) classmate / vb

40. Does 1 have any pets?
(yenni) nope.

41. Is 7 the meanest person in the world?
(jean) yes she is because she scammed me cookies and cream icecream :(

42. Is 10 tall?
(jinqiang) havent seen him for ages lei lol! perhaps i'll know during 13-15 nov (:


DONEEEEE.
didnt talk much after i got home, dont know why also. i guess its because im tired. so tired dont even feel like doing anything now, so byeeeeeeeeeees!

taken long time ago, i think the picture is meaningful (:

"eventually one of two things will happen: he'll finally realise that you're worth it or you'll finally realise he isn't"
i wish that the former would be what im getting, but i've decided to go with the latter.
i shall be what you all would deem as 'smart'.
bye, you shall be off from my mind now and forever. i hope.

today marks the start of the stupid bridging programme. 2 hours of chinese for a few days, don't you think that's crap!? ._. we also have a day with 2 hours of a math. i'm going to seh for the whole 2 hours man, damn it.

mummy fetched me home and cleaned up before we went to compass. had lunch at mos burger with shaoyan aunty and guess what, she asked me if i wanted to go for OM this year! its super good news ok we still thought we cannot do it this year since gms is not organising it anymore. this year it'll be held at suntec city exhibition hall i think. hope it'll be super fun (:

me going with annlyn to watch b girls opening match tmr at hg sports hall. not sure if xinjie is going, but hope that she is! i wanna go feast after that leh, anyone? i can imagine cindy nodding already. lol! :x sometimes girls are really all we need, isn't it true annlyn? i know you need me. cos i need you too hehe!

okie i guess thats all for today. byes! im looking forward to the class chalet okie :D



muahaha i caught you. but so? it doesnt matter anymore

I'm so tired. Today morning was super freaky and irritating. Worse morning ever, haven't experienced it before lo ._. Scolded so many people leh wahaha so sorry. Really very irritated mah :/

Tried something new on paint just now. It's so difficult to edit that damn picture on paint lah. I can't even hold onto my mouse properly ._. I know its ugly, but thats the best that I can do alr la (for now). I'm so tired I don't even feel like using my brain to find ways to make the picture look better. I'll try again tmr, promise.

just lack of pressing 'enter'! damn. i should just forget it and just drag myself to bed. better luck next time.





Need to get some sleep or else I might faint! night.

If you see kay by The Script is a nice song :)

"So if you see kay will you tell her that I love her,
And if you see kay let her know I want her back,
If she listens say I miss her,
Everything about her,
Make sure you say I'm sweet f.a without her,
And make sure you say I lost my way without her,
If you see kay"

youre confusing me with your actions..

Down to town with shing today!
Lunched at 鼎泰丰 yumyum. We ordered fried rice each and the pork and shrimp dumplings soup. It was super nice, I don't mind even if I get food poisoning due to the pork tmr!
After that we went to shop, me got a dress and a top yaye :D I have a blister at the back of my feet but who cares, I'm gonna go back there to shop on Sunday! (hopefully)



was trying to make takopachi out of my cheeks!













B
Y
E
:)



tired of waiting.

comeon, tell me you still feel for me.

(should i start scolding in my blog so that you'll talk to me? hmm.)
23rd today leh, sad. jinqiang must be damn happy today, his 3rd month ._.day was usual, played daidee from morning till school was over. shijie managed to clear his debt, jiawen also, and weide didnt want to clear his debt with me! i owe him 20$ okay, he said he want his money and he doesnt want to gamble anymore. stupid.
yesterday's daidee session was funny, dickson was permanently banned because he was too imba! and weide and weilun kept saying that me is desperate housewife (inside joke ._.) and kept saying that i was very stupid. just because i showed weilun my cards and thought that hes not playing, when he was. wth ._. and they kept copy me say 'walao neh~!' LOL. super funny. and i never sa jiao ok next time pls let me win =x

today's somehow the last day of school, although we still have bridging starting from next tuesday. took class photos today! (grabbed from cris' blog)





guess the class is really starting to have some, or at least a little, class spirit. keep it up we still have one year to go, now that nobody's retaining! hope to see all of you at the upcoming class chalet :) gonna head to town tmr with shing for some shopping and to change my earpiece. yaye! im so tired. guess that's all for today!


怎么了 你累了 说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心 一一叙说着 你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻 我都还记得

你不等了 说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着 要怎么停呢

我终于明白 你已不想挽回什么

I had actually a lot to blog about today, about playing daidee with my classmates. But then now my mind is all blank so I won't blog about it anymore.
Well tomorrow's the last day of school. Unlike all the other people who are rejoicing, I'm rather upset. Last day of school, how am I gonna live after that?

Blogthings said that:

You Follow Your Heart

You're romantic, sentimental, and emotional. You tend to fall in (and out of) love very quickly. Some may call you fickle, but you can't help where your emotions take you. You've definitely broken a few hearts, but you're not a heartbreaker by nature. Your intentions are always good, even if they change with the wind

Is it true?




想问为什么我不再是你的快乐,
可是为什么却苦笑说我都懂了?

我怀念的 是无话不说
我怀念的 是一起作梦
我怀念的 是争吵以后
还是想要爱你的冲动

我怀念的 是无言感动
我怀念的 是绝对炽热
我怀念的 是你很激动
求我原谅抱得我都痛

我放手, 我让座, 假 洒脱
谁懂我多么不舍得

太爱了 所以我
没有哭 没有说


nono dont say that you cant. we can ok?
i swear to everything everyone under the sun that i'd be a good girl. please. T.T

WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF.
go and die bang wall and die car crash and die burn in hell la wtf!
wtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtwfwtwfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtwfwtf.
bloodyhell.
am i really like shit in your eyes !?
fuck you la wtf!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
gogogo burn in hell la!
sibei pekchek sial!!!!!!
fucker bitch please la go and die dont appear in my world and ruin everything leh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


thats when i know, everything is gone. really.
now all i can do is cry a river, but it wont even make a difference anymore.

Hey, remember me.
I'll remember you walking away.

My stupid dream last night damn suck ok. I really thought it was real. I kept asking "are you sure?" in the dream la ._. Well somehow, I really wished that it was real. :/

Yaye my chinese and ss results rock make me so happy! But E Math sucks to the core. I failed E Math like terribly. Although I alr expected myself to fail but I didn't think that I'd fail so damn terribly ok! Pathetic 34/100 for my paper 2. It was originally 32/100 lor the teacher tried to scam me 2 marks wth. Damn it lah fail my E math wth wth wth wth wth sad.

Daidee siao! There was a round where I freaked myself out and started calling huishi and some other people over to see my cards once I got it. Like papa dian and I scammed all of them 13 cards each and another person with 8 cards. Instant gone don't even need to put anything LOL. Cindy's 香手 lei hehe.

After school was training. Great talk with Annlyn. Shall not elab :) Time to go, BYE :D





i know im stupid, but wtf, how much stupider than me can a person get? ._.

Maybe I'm to blame, or maybe we're the same
But either way I can't breathe

Got back results today. What to say lei? I could have done better, especially for my A Math and those papers that we took around that period. Because that was the time I kena until quite jialat and had no mood to study ._. I was mentally prepared alr lah so yeah. Not too much of impact although I do regret a little bit for not studying. Geography sucks! Totally! But luckily I passed by 1 mark haha.

Although I dragged myself to school just to get my results, I think I was more interested in playing cards lor. We were like saying 'who's that idiot with the diamond 3' for almost every game haha! Won some money and cleared all my debts yaye. I'm like addicted, but at least I'm better than nehneh. Let's play again tmr! Don't want play with Shijie he scam money one stupid :x

(fucking depressed ._.)

"美女照" lei! LOL



<3

I feel like I've lost contact with the world just over these few days lei. How? :/

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHINGGGG! LOVE YOU LOTS :D
Back home! The party was great, but I'm so darn tired lack of sleep for 2 days straight ._.
I was like a walking zombie earlier on. So, I'll update next time okie.
My stomach is damn super pain from all the cramps. If we weren't getting back our results tmr I will definitely give school a miss man. Damn. So suay.
Time to sleep (currently the most awaited activity)!
Junho! Haha. Guess you'll see this later but cannot sleep before I sleep okay!! Yaye thanks :D



Gee, now that there's a change in story, let's see what will happen from here!
Hope I'll stand to gain :)

Time really flies, Shing is turning 21 this Sunday!

She'll be celebrating her 21st at Aloha Loyang, so yep, I'll only be back on Sunday night. Couldn't get my girls to come along, cos Mummy says I can only bring one friend, and if I have to ask my girls I have to invite all of them, can't possibly just ask one to come right? So, sorry girls! Carina's going with me tmr, hope we can catch up muchmuch! Sad thing is Yenni can't make it cos she's celebrating her cuz' birthday at Aranda :/

Speaking of chalet, I was talking to Jasmine and Shijie about the class chalet hehe. Will ask for opinions on Monday before making any decision so yep, hope 306 will cooperate and make this a successful bonding session once again! These few days I have been rather busy and have no time to 胡思乱想 lei. Isn't it a good thing? Just hope this will continue :)

Two lengthy posts in one day, or should I say just a few hours? I really should stop myself. Be back on Sunday!



y' know what, i still miss you

Yesterday's bbq was very successful (to me) and I hope most of you enjoyed it okay!

Met shijie, zhiting, cindy and junho at hougang mall. I was late because I was playing house of the dead. Junho sent me this game, the monsters/zombies/whatever you call them were damn disgusting but luckily I didn't have nightmares last night. Bought the stuff we needed and off to camp at shijie's house! Played daide and blackjack. I was damn super suay for the whole day, even till at night. Lost over 30$ in just 1 or 2 hours, mostly because of Shijie! Only Anetta owes me money and it's only single digit. $$ fly to me T.T

Dickson, cris and weilun joined us after that. I thought I could play mahjong and win back some of the money but we 三缺一 lei damn sad. So we continued playing till it was 5 and we started bringing all the stuff down to the pit. Almost everybody turned up :)

Joined weide yanting ehlun and dickson in that bbq club thingy lol! Bbqed for damn long and kept crying. The food was good, I love the salmon especially! Not forgetting the sotong and stingray. Lol. Weide kept the last packet of sotongs for us haha I ate the last two pieces. And he kept talking abt this 'secret mission' we had but I don't know what it is!

After that the fire died out, me and Junho kept fanning and fanning but nothing happened. Fireman (forgot who) came after that and saved us hah! After awhile Junho used the value of the month persistant and saved the fire haha :D

Played the pocky game, I passed to Jasmine and bit off a little bit heh ;D Went off right after that cos Mummy came to fetch me. Sorry guys for leaving so early. Heard they played sardine after that, so sad lei I never play. Nvm there'll always be a next time :0 I enjoyed myself, hope you guys did too! :D



she very pretty or cute meh, wth...

有一种想要爱你的冲动

Copied from Annlyn's blog:
Isnt it ironic?
We ignore the ones who adore us,
adore the ones who ignore us,
love the ones who hurt us,
and hurt the ones who love us.

Celebrated Mr Pah's birthday in class today. After that was fire drill, which was quite dumb haha. Interhouse games turned out to be shit. Sat under the hot sun in the field and at the foyer just because we were wearing fbt shorts and not xinmin school shorts wth. Didn't get to play a single shit at all super wasted. And it seems like the teachers are prejudiced against the upper sec? ...

Didn't go to pasir ris with the girls today, sorry xinjie for backing out with anetta. Went over to Cindy's house, wanted to do my sister's birthday card but spent all the time on the bbq catering. Hope the food will be good and can be eaten, and if any of you are unhappy with the food that we ordered, sorry okay, we'll do better next time if there's a chance!

The only word in my mind now is BBQ. (Okay lah not there's still another word in my mind but not gonna elab on it) Just hope the BBQ will turn out fine tmr, and hope that everyone will enjoy it. Meeting zhiting junho and shijie to buy food tmr and after which camp at shijie's house and play daidee. Can't wait to win some money hehehe!

Diner dash time!

omfg wtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtf!

The after effects of unhealthy suntanning = hell.

Anyway, didn't go to school today. Woke up early in the morning and I was stucked in the toilet till around 0720 so I couldn't make it for school. Now I'm so freaking hungry but there's nothing to eat at home. Time to go, back later!

(@ 9.59PM)
Really dread going to school. Hope my diarheoa can be prolonged so I can give school a miss tmr :(
And omg lah I think I become black colour alr. Damn, so weird. But Junho says that I am not a ghost anymore. LOL. Maybe that's good. Maybe I won't turn up again since my skin is peeling (damn the sun) like some freak.



All you want for christmas is her.
Bye!

I am not drunk, I just have burnt cheeks okay!!!!!!!









i loved you, i really did

A long post ahead!
Exams are OFFICIALLY OVER! Feels so good man, so carefree now.
Right after exams, me and Cindy cabbed back to her house. The uncle seemed like he was in a rush and charged us damn little lah, we were quite shocked. Haha. Anyway, after that we changed and blah and met nehneh at Hg. Trained and the others hopped on at Serangoon, off to Sentosa!

Lunched at the Hongkong place, yumyum. Went to Sentosa after that, the first thing we did was to take the skyrider and go on the luge! And the stupidest thing happened to me. While I was seh-ing on the skyrider, my slipper dropped to the ground. LOL. (to err is human, so please do not laugh) Luckily it was the starting so my slipper wasn't caught in the trees or some ulu place. Heh. After that was the luge! Wheets that was super fun I asked Huishi to wait for me and in the end I bumped into her and overtook her. :x That racing feeling is damn great lah! I wanna bring mummy and papa there someday too.

After that we went to beach and played beach volleyball and we sat in the water and sterng-ed alot. I won't keep things to myself anymore, will try to talk more! Haha. Love you girls. :)

After teabreak we went back to Vivo to fulfil our material needs. Haha. I know Cindy and Xinjie were damn high! Neh was so bored she was playing with my DS all the while. Didn't get anything, and I'm still fitting over that $6 jersey okay stupidsxszxsxz.

Home with Huishi and Ys after that. I'm superly and superbly burnt! Cindy says I'm the most burnt among all of them. But why uh! My cheeks are so damn red, look like lobster alr. And they keep insisting that I keep blushing, I never lah!!! Okay so today was successful. I wanna go back to Sentosa in the near future, again! Alright time to get some sleep, I couldn't sleep until around 1 last night, gosh


Alright, I realised that I have been bugging you a lot, perhaps wasting much of your time.
So now I shall start believing that my girls are all I need, I don't need you anymore. I'll try.
Hope you'll be happier when you see this, hah.

Exams will officially be over soon, to Sentosa tmr, can't wait!
Anyway, wanna know what I've been doing today?








Gee. But I've run out of trial time :(
So fun lei hehe.
I haven't touched Science for the whole two days.. Time to do so!
Ouch. It's 2204
Bye :/


i know i'm wrong, but do you really have to do this?
maybe its really too late.
i should have known that i lost you long ago, even before we broke up.
i don't think i'm asking for too much.
i'm just asking for one last chance.
is it really so fucking difficult to you?

"Let's start over. I'll try to do it right this time around.
It's not over. 'Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.
This love is killing me, but you're the only one.
It's not over."

- It's not over by Daughty

Aviation's you were my everything is playing on repeat. All time favourite, never fails to sum up what I have in my mind.
This goes out to someone that was once the most important person in my life. I didn’t realize it at the time, I can’t forgive myself for the way I treated you so I don’t really expect you to either. It’s just... I don’t even know. Just listen…

'Damn it, I’m insane,
Take away the pain, take away the hurt
Baby, we can make it work

What about when you looked into my eyes,
told me you loved me, as you would hug me'








baby, i miss you
BYE.

Now oh so easily your over me
Gone is love
It's you that ought to be holding me
I'm not containable
This turns up it's not sustainable

Baby, we can do better

7 October - happy birthday Joey twinny! Love you :)

Yaye, exams over! Okay not officially over, there's still Science paper 1 on Friday but its not very heavy so yaye! No more studying for the 'imperial exams' like what Ys and papa always say. I can chiong ds like free and keep playing alr wheeeeeeeets.

The E math paper was relatively okay today, but I gave up on the circle question involving some radian shit. I can't even do part (a) so couldn't continue so byebye to my 6 marks. And there were quite a number of questions that I tikamed hah, who cares. But Geog sucked, because I didn't really study for it. I didn't study rivers and coasts so I could only choose to do 1 or 2. And suay-ly question 1 involves earthquakes and volcanoes which I didn't really study for. So byebye Geog!

After school, headed to Yenni's house and played and talked and surfed the net and ate and walked around blah. So long since I saw her and she's the only one who said that I look okay with me hair. Yaye. Today's plan failed though, and now, its failing super duper terribly. Damn. I wonder what will happen to me tonight.

No school for tmr and Thursday, gee its time to take a break!
I'm alr trying my very best to make this come back, but you just wouldn't budge.

It's now or never. I've to do something about it. :/

I wasted my time yesterday by gg out till 4+ and go jogging with Ys right after coming home. After we bathed we went for dinner at Hg. I finally started studying when we came home. Smart right -.- This will explain my poor Chem and Physics results when I get them back.

Anyway, Chem today was not as difficult as I expected. Although I don't know how to do quite a number of the qns I still think that the Physics paper was quite normal, not as difficult as what Mr Chee said leh. I didn't study for Physics and focused on Chem instead, and after the paper I regretted not revising more of Physics :/ Oh I died at Section C. I only know how to do 2B and I didn't really study the other two (vector diagram, radiation). Still chose radiation and created my own Physics. -.-

geography tmr and then FREEEEEEEEE!
yaye i wanna do well for my geog, jiayous everyone too!

(@ 8:25PM)
im in party mood now, i dont know why haha. i dont even have the mood to study anymore, like what esther said, damn sian leh. i went off the com and went to sleep just now. woke up for dinner, studied for at most and hour and back on the com. shit. tmr im going to say that i regret again. -.-

down with flu, tiredsxz, i wanna sleep early tonight. i cant be bothered with my geog. oh and i almost forgot theres e math paper 1 tmr! damn. anyway, i wanna go party tmr lehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh :(

Yet another dream. Sigh :/

Exam period, everyone like so serious and on hiatus lah, I seem like the only person who is coming online almost everyday. OH! Junho is too. HAHA. Anyway, I doubt I can do well for this eoys lah. Damn it. I'm not even in the mood to study. I slacked for almost the whole day when Nehneh was out with Xinjie trying to memorize all the equations and definitions from the textbook. Argh. I need motivation :(

Motivate me leh, only you can do it leh! Come come motivate me, guai ~ :D
Hehe ya lah daydreaming.
Oops late for 7 minutes. BYEEEEE


I thought with a month of apart
Together would find us an opening
And moonlight would provide the spark
And that I would stumble across the key
Or break down the door to your heart
Forever could see us not you and me
And you'd help me out of the dark
And I'd give my heart as an offering

我很想你，听见了吗？
Come back to me :(

ss so suck today. i realise i didnt really study for my ss actually. thats why im prepared to buang. i havent been doing well for my eoys, cos im unable to concentrate on my studies recently. grr. i must bring myself back to study mode man, i want to do well for my eoys :(

I SHOULD BE STUDYING!
i couldn't stand the temptation to come on msn. but in the end it turned out to be rather good cos i dont have to be glued here and i can go off and study soon. but i think i will still be back later, hehe. junho better not spot/catch me online! :x

geography, here i come, soooooooooooooooooon.

So darn disappointed when I saw an unfamiliar figure. Gah.

School was a total waste of time. I shouldn't even have gone to school, it only made me feel sadder and more disappointed. SS sucks. I shall give up on my Chapter 6 and stick to Chapter 4. My brain cannot contain too much lah, will burst.

STUPID REGGIE laughed at my fringe during recess. He was sitting quite far away but he still kept on making the bangs handsign and then made a C with three fingers. Cindy's pretty girl, haha (no offence, just joking). So irritated. At least I got fringe, you don't have okay! Grr. Stop laughing at me and when are you going to send me my pokemon!

Had lunch with Anetta and Xinjie and home-d. Fell asleep while studying SS. The SS textbook was on my face and I was holding a pencil in my hand. Can see how tired I was right.. Must be because of the dream I had last night. Super fatherly. Hate that dream forever, I should have killed you in the dream muahaha. But now I'm bright awake. Damn it.

Good luck mugging, bye. (prays hard that chapter 4 diedie also come out for seq tmr. please!)
PS: Read this, ok?

(stop trying to play hard to get lah. its killing me you know.)

What the hell is wrong with my com?
I did not reformat it and yet everything's gone from my desktop. Everything, all the pictures, songs, programmes, games, everything! Gosh my Limewire's gone too. Wth. It didn't happen to Ys' desktop leh, wth!!! Come back lah files, esp the pictures...... Once it's gone, it's gone forever leh, I don't want, come back :(

Shit lah. Okay maybe its because the com wants me to go and study and finish up my Geography (I know that's crap, I'm just deceiving myself). So I shall be a good girl and finish my work, when I come back, everything please come back too okay? OHYA! goddamn it my chat logs. ARGH. COME BACK!!! :(


Gee, a text from you! :)
Okay lame. Lol.
Everything has changed so drastically, in the past it would be 'good, see you tmr!' and now it is 'no, its awkward'. Haisxzxsxz :(