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Natalie
24/08/1993
I wish we could take back all the things we said, cos what we said's not always what we meant.
We lost our heads, in the moment, and the words we use them like a weapon.



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Monday, July 28, 2008 @ 8:10 PM
I hate East Coast!!!!


Went to East Coast with Cindy and Reggie ytd.
I really hate East Coast cos I don't know how to cycle!!!
Reggie had to cycle that two people bike with me and asked me to calm down, esp when I start -.-
Okay statistics have shown that I'm a kummie.
Done with all the surveys and cycling so decided to head back to Parkway Parade.
I was like a walking zombie man. Seriously fking tired. So I asked Dad to come pick me up at 4.
That's all for yesterday.

Today is a very significant day because we submitted our Qualifying Report for the CMPS thingy.
Great job guys! We can finally take a break :)
And I think Mr Cheng is really very funny!
Okay hees. It's time to go off and study for Geog and STUN. ><
Btw my SS textbook is lost, anybody knows where it is? I'm having test on Weds k!!! *faints
(w love, natalie)


Sunday, July 27, 2008 @ 8:27 PM
fuckyou.

Guess what I'm feeling.
I'm feeling fked up.
Why? Everyone's telling me what I SHOULD DO to make my life better.
WHATS THE DEAL, EVERYONE?
fuck you.
(w love, natalie)


@ 7:57 AM
I bet you know it's not that difficult after all

Early early early in the morning 7.56AM and I'm alr awake.
Something is very wrong with me. Last night, I studied Geog and wrote some notes (yes, it should have made me sleepy), and then talked on the phone for an hour before I tried to sleep. I managed to sleep around 1230, then got waken up by my Dad who came in to check on me and Sis @ 0150. Then I couldn't sleep alr. -.-
Rolled and rolled and rolled on the bed. Coincidentally, Lennon's msg came 4 minutes after I woke up and he entertained me till around o350. Played worms on my phone and yaye, fell asleep around 0410!
That's not the end.. After that Sis came home at 7am and the stupid noise she was making made me wake up. So now I'm energetic (God knows why) , I'm eating my apple bun and waiting for the clock to reach 1000 before I can go out cos its too early now.
Conclusion : I'm a weird girl.
(w love, natalie)


Saturday, July 26, 2008 @ 8:01 PM
Would you swear that you'll always be mine?

Today was a good day out with my family.

We went to have dim sum in the afternoon. I have been jio-ing my mum to go eat with me for weeks and she finally gave in. Gave my favourite prawns a miss though.. Okay so I had a *sinful* meal which ended off with mango pudding (whee!). After that we went walking around Toa Payoh.. Some alaf things happened, lol.

Home, bathed and then sent Ys to Hg Interchange cos she was going to some chalet in Pasir Ris. It was damn difficult to teach Mummy how to go there cos she was so stubborn and grumpy. Started shouting at each other on the way back cos she stubbornly wants to turn right when I told her to go straight. She told me to keep this from Dad lol!

So its gonna be East Coast tmr with Cindy and Reggie, and maybe Xinjie and Annlyn. 1 hour of bus ride to East Coast alone. I will rot :/ I can't cycle, so I guess I will be stoning all the way after we finish lunching and taking of photos for the addendum. Unless Cindy the bitch wants to 载我!!! (:

Actually, I shouldn't be greedy. I should be happy enough to have a great and fun family. And also, great friends! Thanks to all who tagged and asked me to cheer up esp my girls. Love you all!
Bye, ending with a smile :)

Btw, Hawtrunners if you see this, please go to our yahoo group (click here), create a yahoo id and join it okay? I can't put you guys into the group, I don't know why.. I will upload the files asap so that you all can dl from there. Thanks!
(w love, natalie)


Friday, July 25, 2008 @ 1:52 PM
Life's a bitch

Life is so fucked up la seriously.
I hate life grawrrrrr
Fuck you till you die

Updated @ 9:16PM
PE was funny, Jasmine and I thought we could own but in the end we kena own!!! We won one match and lost one match. Next week will be against the Boney Ms. :/ School was rather sucky still. Wasn't really able to concentrate due to the lack of sleep. Fell asleep during Stuart's presentation and he was like ' Natalie can you pls wake up?' (fit)

After school the hawtrunners (lol) gathered at Com Lab 3 for the project again. We finished off rather early, perhaps 3+? But me, nehneh and Shijie slacked till 6 before we went home. We were talking about certain stuff and all of us got rather hot esp me and Nehneh, so I was like 'okok let's stop. i show you all something then we all laugh tgt.' We watched the AFV and Nehneh really laughed till she couldn't stop and kept asking for more! After that we played some (stupid) games tgt with Nick Siew and yeah, I really felt much better. Thanks guys!

Okay that's all for now. My brain isn't functioning properly. It happens everyday after 9pm lor.. Okay byebyebyebyebye.
(w love, natalie)


Wednesday, July 23, 2008 @ 8:28 PM
It'll all get better in time

23 July 08. Remember this day forever.

Today was a tiring and long day for me. School was rather sucky, although Mr Chew just changed the seating arrangement and I'm currently sitting beside Xueting. Much much better now. After school, stayed back to do the cmps. Mr Cheng booked the whole com lab for us till 7pm which was rather great. Overall we were rather on task. I admit I drifted halfway through but I really couldn't help it..

Special thanks to Yenni, Jean (and Joseph?), Lennon, Cindy, Malcolm, Huishi, Anetta, Xinjie, and all those who cared. I'll always remember this line ' life is too short to be sad '.

Some part of me was wishing that you were the one who was assuring me everything will be okay.
I was thinking everything will be okay for me, I'll let go easily.. But when I received the news, I... I didn't know how to react. Just kept stuffing myself with chips and stare in mid air.
Thanks to the girls esp Cindy for being there. And ofcos lemon.
If not for you guys I would definitely break down.
My eyes hurt. Now all I wish to do is go and sleep, and when I wake up it will all be just a dream.
I'm still wondering if this is good afterall?

Bye, off to slack.
(w love, natalie)


Tuesday, July 22, 2008 @ 9:57 AM
Fuck it, my brain's bursting

Good morning, *yawns*
Gave school a miss today due to my stupid stomach which is still hurting :( Shan't elaborate further. Actually it's quite boring to be home alone with no one online. Maybe it's a good chance for me to catch up with my studies though..

Kays now I'm lost and confused but everyone's in school and have no time to hear me rant.
Things aren't going the right way.
Why is this happening? :(

22July sucks!
(w love, natalie)


Monday, July 21, 2008 @ 5:16 PM
Feels like we've gone back to the past

I'm here just to say that project sucks k!
I don't know how to do ppt slides gahhhhh
Okay gotta run bye ~

I can't find the reason why I'm feeling this way

Edited @ 8.04PM
Yeah babeh I'm done with both of the projs!!
High 20 to Zahran :)
And Geog test is postponed! Feels so great yippee I can get my 9 hours of sleep alr :D
(w love, natalie)


Sunday, July 20, 2008 @ 9:36 AM
Stick with you

Stickwithyou~

I'm so darn early today! Woke up at 8 cos of my stupid cramps and now I'm bright awake, unable to fall asleep anymore. Project's in like 4+ hours time so I guess I'll be studying till I go out at 12+ for lunch. Heh, I'm looking forward!

Jem waited for me for around 30 minutes outside school cos I was released late from training. Heh, I rushed down the stairs when I saw the time and wanted to roll down the stairs instead la! Legs were damn effing wobbly after pt la. We went to Hg Mall, bought lunch and decided to eat somewhere else outside Hg Mall, so settled at the nearest block beside Hg Mall. Ate talked slacked and left when Yiwei called him. Bus-ed home and quickly bathed, rushed out to meet Yenni at J8. Walked around while she bought presents for her friends and left for PKS after that.

Well, family day wasn't that great after all.. I was somehow tricked there by Jianhong just because my teacher Bernard wanted to meet up with me to ask me how I was doing (he has only seen me for 4 lessons muahaha). And that idiot Jinqiang backed out suddenly and didn't come, so it was kinda boring.. Saw pikachu's brother and Jianhong at their games stall but damn sad la, pikachu never come! Hope can meet up with them asap mansxz..

After that me and Yenni got bored and we left, went back to J8, she bought her dinner and I did something stupid. Dad came to fetch me after that and home-d at 730.

Kays that's all for the update!
(w love, natalie)


Friday, July 18, 2008 @ 6:48 PM
The best you never had :)

Everyone say yaye, it's Friday!

But Saturday and Sunday won't be enough rest for me. There's training tmr, and then after that I'm going to PKS for family day, bringing my sister Yenni along. Hope to meet up with Yesin, it's really long since the last time we've talked/met up! Maybe I'll see gan daddy too, since Yesin said that he's going hehe ^^ There's project at Cindy's house on Sunday. And I have to study for the 3 upcoming tests (E Math, Hist, Geog) next week. There goes my weekend! :(

Jem thought me E Math (bearings) today, he's damn smart and he knows how to do a lot okay! He was teaching me about toa cah soh also. Opposite angle, hypotenuse, adjacent. I forget how to recognize which is which again! Jem, teach me again okay. But my test is next week! *curses*

Okay I don't know what I'm still doing online. Need to be gone and un-glue my butt from the chair. Psycho myself to do revision!!! Goodbye all :)

Sorry to those (esp Jem) whom I attitude-d recently.
(w love, natalie)


Tuesday, July 15, 2008 @ 7:40 PM
It's undeniable, that we should be together

I haven't finished my A Math holiday assignment! !@#$%^&
And there's still A Math quiz tomorrow :(

Had listening compre today, it really sucked!!! Everybody had different answers, even when I compare my answers with Yenni now, we still have somewhat different answers!!! Very sad leh, me and Xinjie wanted to get full marks for it one..

Okay back to topic. I'm here blogging cos I wanna praise and boast about Jem ;D
He brought home 3 books (to me quite heavy la!) for me and I just had to bring one book home :D While the rest of the people have to look for holes to stuff their books or have to bring all their books home looking haggard. I didn't have to, cos I have a great boyfriend! :D He has been really sweet to me and hehe I'm really glad I have him okay <3

One , you're like a dream come true
Two , just wanna be with you
Three, boy its plain to see
That you're the only one for me and
Four , repeat steps one to three
Five, make you fall in love with me
If ever I believe my work is done
Then I'll start back at one
(w love, natalie)


Monday, July 14, 2008 @ 5:54 PM
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candid-ed! have other candid photos too but don't have their approval to post yet :)
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Done-d! Volleyball camp 2008 photos are up :)
Thank me okay! See you guys soon :)
(w love, natalie)


Saturday, July 12, 2008 @ 10:48 PM
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Erased from my memory, now and forever. (I'll try my best)
:)
(w love, natalie)


Friday, July 11, 2008 @ 9:55 PM
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The only person who is occupying my mind now is Jem Chung! He ran the fun run with me today, had to stop when I was dying, and made me continue even when I'm dying cos I will feel even more tired. Gee. Love him to bitsxz! (But I still hate it when he dotas and don't care about me T.T)

I completed my oral yesterday! It sucked. But before oral, Wei De and Dickson were damn entertaining!!! They were practically entertaining me throughout the whole thing until it was our turn. I didn't study a single thing as I was waiting for my turn cos I couldn't concentrate. They were really damn funny la!!! (Gets reminded of Holy-cross-mole -.-) Even Esther was amused. Okay enough about that. Yesterday's oral topic was '1/3 of the teenagers in Singapore claims that they cannot live without the Internet. What are your views?' Okay it really sucked cos I said I can live without the Internet, talked about all the disadvantages and didn't even mention any advantages. I can say bye-bye to my distinction alr. :(

Training yesterday was fun! Yea, FUN. Hwee knows why its so fun. I was so damn high I got Hwee, Wanda and Yizhen to do crazy stuff, like 三人防 hehe so fun ^^ And I imitated somebody leh! So fun so fun. I shall continue doing that every training so that I won't be too bored -.-

I have been doing pretty well for my studies recently! I got full marks for my A Math test (15/15 only la actually) and an A1 for the Chem test we did yesterday. Pretty happy with my results. Mr Chew left me a note on my Chem test paper to ask me to focus more on study and put aside other commitments first.. Gee. What does he exactly mean, what is he trying to say...

Okay so cross country today, nothing much, just had fun laughing with Luyi Jasmine and Cris. And ran with Jem. Yeps, so thats all for today!
(w love, natalie)


Wednesday, July 9, 2008 @ 9:21 PM
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Nehneh & Nana (Do we look alike? ^^)

My Hmt oral is tmr damn it damn it damn it!!!!!!!!!!!
Anyway, I lost all(most of) my links, so if you wanna be linked up please leave a tag :)
Thanks Yenni for the awesome skin! :D
And thanks to all who wished me good luck for my oral, very much appreciated!
(w love, natalie)


Tuesday, July 8, 2008 @ 12:32 PM
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To the botanical garden today!
Nothing much, just that the weather sucked cos it was so effing hot.
Oh and we reached school too early today cos of me. I thought we were supposed to reach at 815 when it was actually 850. Sorry girls! We sat at the playground until there's this old lady who brought her two grandchildren to the playground and told us stories about this little boy. He's damn cute and his stories were super hilarious! He has broken 2 tvs and 1 fridge. Pro eh? Smart and intelligent boy. Anyway, his grandma entertained us till 850 and we headed back to school.

After which I went to meet Jem at Thomson Plaza. I don't like Thomson Plaza cos it's damn kuku. But I didn't grumble a lot, since I was going there to meet Jem. Had light lunch and then hang out around at my house. Caught up quite a bit, had fun. Still love my boy to bits. :)

Okay I just wanted to talk about my boy so I blogged. Since I've alr finished talking about him, I'm off!
(w love, natalie)


Sunday, July 6, 2008 @ 12:45 PM
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Gee.
I'm not too sure what happened recently cos I can't remember and I don't feel like blogging about anything either. Life's a bore!
Okay goodbye.
(w love, natalie)


Tuesday, July 1, 2008 @ 10:01 AM
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Hee, today is such a happy day :)

It's me and Jem's 15th, Spain won the Euro cup, and Villa is the top scorer!! Today's such a great day hehe.
After school, went for a light lunch with Jem, then we started walking all around doing nothing. Bus-ed home after that. Although its a very simple day, I still love it to bits. :)
Nat: Will you be my walking stick?
Jem: If I'm able to support you, then okay lor
Nat: Just say yes la!!!!
Jem: *laughs*
Nat: I'm gonna blog this out. Do you wanna change your answer?
Jem: No. I think my answer is good leh

Hehe okay that's all for today!
(w love, natalie)