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I wish we could take back all the things we said, cos what we said's not always what we meant.
We lost our heads, in the moment, and the words we use them like a weapon.



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Monday, December 31, 2007 @ 11:00 PM
How was I to know I'd miss you so?

Om retreat for like, 3 days alr?
Doing great.
Great people everywhere, all friendly.
& Got to know quite a number of people too.
Just today, got to know Edmund through Snake today.
Well, today was rather funny. Best day since the first day we went la ;D
New clique there!
Me, Yenni, Shilong, Kaihao & Edmund.
During dinner, we were like playing the cup game to finish up all the food.
I'm a lucky girl today, so I never zhong dao at all. :)
Perhaps that's because, today's the 31st
Anyway, we are all pipagao + pipami + pipalu peoples!
& Liangteh & Luohanguo & Ju Hua & Green tea.
I think our station got more things to do leh, seriously.
I will come again next year okay! Haha :D

Today's the last day of 2007.
Well, it's been sickening cos today's the 31st & it feels weird.
Still great friends though.
Let nature take its path I guess
.

There's still Om retreat helpout tmr!
Sosososososo I'm going to sleep soon.
Try to complete my 2 newspaper article (I'll crap like how Kaihao taught me, haha :x), 2 book reviews & YAYE, no more leh!!
Okay la. Have. I do like yi dian yi dian one.
Some never do, ahahaa :x


Great song. Never fails to listen to it.
"Never look back," we said
How was I to know I'd miss you so?
Loneliness up ahead,
Emptiness behind
Where do I go?
And you didn't hear
All my joy through my tears
All my hopes through my fears
Did you know, still I miss you somehow?

>From the bottom of my broken heart
There's just a thing or two I'd like you to know
You were my first love,
You were my true love
From the first kisses to the very last rose
From the bottom of my broken heart
Even through time may find me somebody new
You were my real love
I never knew love
'til there was you
From the bottom of my broken heart
"Baby," I said,
"please stay.
Give our love a chance for one more day"
We could have worked things out
Taking time is what love's all about
But you put a dart
Through my dreams
Through my heart
And I'm back where I started again
Never thought it would end

You promised yourself
But to somebody else
And you made it so perfectly clear
Still I wish you were here

"Never look back," we said
How was I to know I'd miss you so?
(w love, natalie)


Sunday, December 30, 2007 @ 1:58 PM
Busy :/

Rather busy these days, so won't be updating much.
Brief update of what I had been doing & will be doing for the next few days :

Thursday - To the zoo with Jean and Keith, Jean's brother.
Will update that asap, when I have the time to. :)
Friday - Om Retreat, helping out with the Pi Pa Lu & Pi Pa Gao ;D
Saturday - Family, homework
Sunday - Om Retreat still, with homework during breaks
Mon - Om Retreat * with homework during breaks, again. Will be very very "re nao", recommended to join :)
Tues - Om Retreat, prepare for school
Wed - Sch reopens! Sigh :/


Been posted to 306, same class as little patrick kokluyi :)
The rest of the 8, wish you girls good luck & study hard next year!
All the best from Natalie :D
Jem,
hope things will turn out well between us.

Off to do homework!
Compreeeeee :/


- Natalie
(w love, natalie)


Tuesday, December 25, 2007 @ 2:56 PM
BORED!

I swear I am damn bored.

Went to grandma's house on Sat afternoon.
Chatted for awhile, then went over to Yishun for dinner.
Yes, the place where I used to live when I was 4 or 5?
I still remember the place veryvery clearly.
Maybe that's because Jem went there with me before. ;D

Dinner was damn funny.
My jiumu is as funny as ever! :]
Ate alot of longans. Cos everyone don't want eat.
But the longans were damn sweeeeet.
So I ate them all while chatting with the adults. ;D
(Suddenly I feel like an adult, too.)
It has been YEARS, seriously years, since so many of us gathered together to have dinner.
The feeling is simply great la.

Went to Uncle's house after that.
I remember I lived just one storey below him. :]
Home after that, and online.
Talked to Jem on the phone, till 2+ bah.
Hehe. :DD

Sunday ;
Apple uncle treated me Chicken Chop at amk s11 but dint treat my sister wahaha. :x
After that went looking for vcds & dvds to rent.
Rented 881, Just follow law, Fantastic 4 and uh I forgot. ;D
Anyway came home and watched Just follow law.
Quite funny la, haha.
But Fann Wong looked rather unglam in the show. :/

I'm so bored.
It's xmas eve man! Can't believe it.
Out with family in the late afternoon, got back around 9+.
Online and feeling damn bored.
I miss Jem. :/ entertain me! :(

Zoo on thursday with Jem, Sherry & Siranath.
Bigbig thank-you to apple uncle.
I promise to finish my homework!! Haha. ;D
Have fun with my sister yea. :)

Merry xmas to everyone in advance!
Haven't got xmas present for alot of people.
Currently I only have uh one each for Yenni, Luyi & Jean.
I still have so many more to buy!! Damn. :/

Money please roll into my pocket! :(
(w love, natalie)


Saturday, December 22, 2007 @ 2:27 PM
Everything that you do I adore

Listening to Dishwalla's Angels or devils.
(Purposely named it out as I think its damn niceeee!)
So here I am, back from the gift exchange at ccktlc.
Met Yenni at J8 in the morning, around 1030, to get our presents for the kids.
We got 12 longer candycanes for the volunteers + teachers & 60 shorter candycanes for all the kids.
Went up to Mini Toons, and got Yenni her Lilo&stitch cup.
It was the last one alr lor !

She was still hunting for my xmas pressie when we had to leave for Yew Tee.
Therefore she says that she'll pass me my present next time, haha ;D
Rushed to Yew Tee and we thought we'd be late.
Turned out that Cailing was even later ;D
Jianhong, Kaihao & Melody were alr waiting for us there.
Passed them their candycanes and Cailing reached.

Walked to tlccck when Cailing passed me my xmas pressie.
So damn paiseh la, I dint even buy anything. Busy recently :(
I'd get you your present asap yea? :)
Kaihao dont know how to zi dong one. Haha.

Reached and had lunch. The hashbrown was niceeee!
Reminds me of Jem. ;D
Cailing left halfway through lunch to pass presents to her friends.
Finished and said "Teacher Weiling, can I put my crockeries and cutleries into the pail please?"
:D

Went back into the room and play Monopoly with the kids!
I think Sirong, Siying, Samantha Leong and Jiayu were there.
Ohoh I made friends with Samantha Leong and Jiayu (Yenni's favourite ;D)
Calvin Chow dint come. Haha. I'm supposed to be his nanny!
But mingen came, hehe.

After that was gift exchange, Siying got my present. :)
& I got Jiayu's little brother's gift - A photo frame.


My pretty little present :)

After that was at the playground.
Jianhong, Melody & Kaihao left.
Joined the kids at the playground & Jiayu started playing with me&yenni.
The kids were playing catching and like damn funny.
"Boys catch girls!!!" & everybody will be running around.
Sometimes catching me&yenni. Ahaha.

The playground ;D
Yufei & gang caught slacking :D
Stanley was slacking too!!
(I still can't differentiate him & Marc :/)Jiayu's on my lap ;DShe's having fun lor, hahaha

After that we went back into the room to watch the camp's video.
Was quite nicely done. ^^
Right after the video Jem rang me up.
Talked to him abt stuff and tried to cool him down.
Cheer up okay :)

Went in and talked with the kids for awhile.
Left at 430 with some kuehkueh from tlc.
Thanks :D

Train-ed home and had dinner.
That's all for now, goodbye and goodnight.
(w love, natalie)


Friday, December 21, 2007 @ 1:29 PM
CCK TLC! here i come :D

Tmr's the visit to CCK TLC alr. :)
I alr wrapped the present, and I think its damn pretty la!
& the gift's damn cute.
I don't know what I'll get in return. Haha.

So I'll be meeting Yenni tmr, not sure where yet.
Cos I'll be going to J8 first to get Yenni's present and then train down to Yewtee.
I'm officially broke man. :/
Haha, but got Mummy to sponsor abitttttt la. ;D

Winamp new version is damn cool. :D
(w love, natalie)


Thursday, December 20, 2007 @ 3:17 PM
Quiz

Hey there, I'm bored.

Instructions:
1. Do the following WITHOUT complaint.
2. Choose 5 people to do this after you completed yours.
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged.
4. Start your post with: I have been tagged!

Favourites
Favourite Color: GREEN
Favourite Food: Lollipop
Favourite Movie: Not sure eh :l I usually forget the story after I watch haha
Favourite Sport: Captain's ball? Volleyball :D
Favourite Day of the Week: Saturday
Favourite Season: Spring?
Favourite Ice Cream: Vanilla.

Currents
Current Mood: Moody, sarcastic
Current Clothes: Tshirt with shorts
Current Desktop: 204 Class photo
Current Time: 10:21
Current Surroundings: Four walls ._.
Current Annoyances: Sarcasm
Current Thoughts: I wanna be anti social.

Firsts
First Best Friend: Yenni
First Crush: lol
First Movie: Hmm.. forgot. Titanic? o.o
First Lie: not sure
First Music: some ancient song from 987

Lasts
Last Drink: Water lol
Last Car Ride: cabbed home from pasir ris park?
Last Crush:
Last Phone Call: Xinjie
Last CD Played: (Music) Britney Spears - Fom the bottom of my broken heart

Have you evers?
Have you ever dated one of your best friend: ?
Have you ever broken the law : Perhaps
Have you ever been arrested?: Nope
Have you ever been on TV: Nope
Have you ever kissed someone you dont know: Nope

Random 5 things you are good at:
Not very sure. :l

4 things you've done today:
Attended the course, played volleyball, watched tv, mapled

3 things you can hear right now:
Nothing apart from britney spears' from the bottom of my broken heart

5 People to tag:
Yenni & anyone else who wish to do this.



Haven't done this for quite a long time.
Perhaps I was just living too happily in the past.
(w love, natalie)


@ 6:33 AM
I never quit my love for you, baby that's the truth

The course for scorer has finally ended. :]
Woke Dwayne & Xinjie up.
Xinjie was late again, haha when I reached she was still at home ._.
So me & Dwayne went in first, to the hall.

First round, we did the scoring.
It was damn confusing esp abt the jersey numbers.
After the first set finished, Xinjie reached & joined us in doing the scoring.
Did the third set, den evaluation of how we've done.
I cancelled my answers alot of times la.
Cos I kept doing wrongly and kept copying Dwayne's.
Aiseh bo?

Next was our turn to play & the other team did the scoring.
Me & Xinjie wanted to slack and train by the side ourselves, since we haven't played for like a few months alr?
Haha, so we weren't playing at first.
Played on the stage for awhile, and den the uncle Mr Ang asked us to come down for sub.
So we were sub in and like lol.
Played with 2 boys from CWD, xinjie, dwayne and de wei.
Dwayne was damn gay we swear. ;D

First set we lost to PHS.
Haha, den second set we won due to the coach who was biased.
And also the gay balls that Dwayne served.
Combine school rock! :]


Everything ended, so we went for lunch.
The happy Xinjie was laughing all the way.
Haha, the grandpa thingy quite funny la, quite.
But we dint mean it la xD
Got Jean's message that she can't make it today anymore.
Aww, but nvm, next week I guess. :]
I went home while Xinjie went to meet pokpoks and Dwayne went for his alumni meeting.
He repeated the exco thingy which made Xinjie laugh like crazy. xD

Home, not going to Grandma's house anymore cos they're out at the Sci centre.
Tmr I won't be free, hmm and Friday will be the lunch at CCK TLC alr! :]
Yaye, looking forward to see the kids again ;D
1145 at Yew Tee mrt with Yenni, Jianhong, Cailing & Kaihao. :]

My maple patch is done, I'm going maple alr.
Haven't been mapling for quite long.
Seeya~

PS: Thanks Xinjie for the strawberry cheesecake! :)
(w love, natalie)


Wednesday, December 19, 2007 @ 3:25 PM
nothing to say

Back from 2 sessions of course.
First session was on Mon, Xinjie and Dwayne were late so I waited for them.
Reached like half an hour later than the time we had to reach.
Went in, and there was this so called 'teck boon' guy.
Listened to his talks and was quite boring la.
He talk very slow den made us want to sleep. ._.
Finally ended at 12+.
Xinjie & me went for icecream, den chased after the bus for almost a bus stop?
Stamina lan like shit. lol. ._.

Reached home, got changed and headed to Vivo.
Met cousins from Malaysia and many more.
Walked around Vivo and den dinner.
Really seemed like a family gathering.
Went home after dinner, talked to Jem on the phone, and went to sleep.

Today, woke up and morning call Xinjie.
She was still sleeping. Asked her to wake up but she dint.
Went to prepare and called her when I left my house again.
She was sleeping. :l
Reached and Dwayne was there.
Told me Xinjie wont be coming so we went in ourselves.
We were the last two to reach and we were told that everybody was waiting for us. :O
Today was abt libero control.
Quite boring again. ._.
Talked alot though, aiseh boh aiseh :X

Went for a drink after that, since it was early.
Den sudd Dwayne's upper lip bled.
His teeth were like bloody.
Shocked the hell out of me ._.
Went home after that.
Bathed and went down to some restaurant for buffet with my cousins again.
I ate porkie. :O
Now my stomach feels weird. :l

After that was to the esplanade.
& Then the merlion and stuff.
Quite breezy la, heh.
The little kids were funny.

Went back to marinasq mac, den the kids ate while the adults talked.
Laughed like crazy.
My jiumu is forever so funny.
After staying in mac for quite a long time, we got out and went home.

Going for the final course tmr.
& then to Woodlands library with Jean the retard and do homework tgt.
Yes, we are damn guai. Thanks uh.

I don't know what to think abt that,
maybe I really was wrong abt doing that.
But still, you don't have to treat me this way?
(w love, natalie)


Monday, December 17, 2007 @ 3:19 PM

Easy moneeeeeeeey.
I must go! :DD

Mon & Wed at PHS, 9-12.
The only bad thing is that mrs lee might be there :/
(w love, natalie)


Sunday, December 16, 2007 @ 4:41 PM
Shuffle Media Player - Songnames Tell You Everything.

Shuffle Media Player - Songnames Tell You Everything.
Q1:Story of my life so far
last night
Q2:-- Sorry, this question text is missing due to an error --
Q3:How do my friends see me
underdog
Q4:How is my life going
high school never ends
Q5:What's the best thing about me
fly like me
Q6:Will I have a happy life
better luck next time
Q7:How can I make myself happy
just go
Q8:What should I do with my life
about you now
Q9:How can I get ahead in life
my sacrifice
Q10:Will I ever have children
cute without the e
Q11:What is some good advice for me
i m still here
Q12:How will I be remembered
stay
Q13:What's in store for next weekend
liar (it takes one to know one)
Q14:What song will play at my funeral
the heart never lies
Q15:What type of men/women do I like
but it s better if you do
Q16:What song describes my parents
dat girl
Q17:Why should life be full of so much pain
when i go down
Q18:What is happiness
wadsyaname

Note Q6, its super funny!
Taken from Natalie's Facebook :D

(w love, natalie)


@ 1:49 PM
Forever complaining.

Hello there.
Well, today was boring.
& I started my holiday homework!
Okay, I did a few questions of Math paper 1 today. ._.
So I have like alot more left?
STUPID English. Damn alot of homework sia.
Don't know if I should do book review. :l
I remember Lynne telling me to do my homework that day when I went back to buy books.
When I said I don't think I'm going to do my book reviews, she scolded me. :@

Nick also asked me abt my hol hw.
Haha, told him perhaps I'll chiong.
Cos I'm sure I'd be really busy in the last week of hols.
Will be helping out in Om Retreat, esp on 31dec and 1jan bah.
Create merits like what people say, and may the next year be a better year. :)

Okay, tmr I shall chiong homework at home!
No touching of com until I finish at least 2 pieces of homework? :X
Hahaa. ;)
Goodnight.

PS: Happy birthday to Caiseng. I still remember okay.

Actually. I don't know what I'm thinking. & what I want exactly.
(w love, natalie)


Saturday, December 15, 2007 @ 3:18 PM
Last night, I couldn't even get an answer

Ying Wei
One, two, three, four! Alicia damn cute
Natalie's cookies, and the tag is given by Natalie Lee xD
Alicia & me! so cute la!
Long lost twinny! xD
Brewed tea for the little kids :D
Kelvin Ho & super hyper Lun Kiat!
Tangyuan. yummy

Back from Tlc outing & darn tired now. :(
Woke up at 630, washed up & went out.
Reached Tlc rather early.
Yenni was the TA for amk group 5, while I was TA for cck group 1.
& Joey was for logistics, but she joined amk group 7.

First stop for amk students was the arts museum?
& the uncled drove me & Teacher Yuting to meet with the cck groups.
Reached the bio museum & we could hear the kids from far!
Saw my group, group 1 with Teacher Weiling. :)
Hmm, I remember I have Hangfei & Siying who were in my group during camp.
Then there's Sirong who's Siying's sister. & Yingqi & Yingxuan & Yingwei.
Junyan. (Jem's name, so I remembered damn clearly :X) Lun kiat, Calvin Ho, Han Kiat.
OHYAAAAA Yip Han. The little boy who scolded me idiotic cos of snake during camp.
Hao Yang, Shee Yong & Chang Yi. Dint really see them in my group though. :X

As for my other camp members :D
Miss Aimin & Mr Ming *stresses* En didn't go for the excursion.
Zhou Wai was in group 2, he seemed like a leader today. :)
& Yufei, Calvin Chow, Marc, Stanley and Ramgopal were still following Teacher Yengyen.
Saw Teacher Yengyen when I reached, & she gave me a hug. :D

The first museum was quite amazing, got quite alot of animal fossils.
They were all damn preeeeeeeeeeetty.
I remember the two photographers Junyan & Han Kiat who took pictures all the way thru the exhibition. xD
The next one was at the arts museum.
Okay, to speak the truth, I wasn't really into arts.
So I almost fell asleep while listening to the person talk.
Calvin Chow's sister cried. :(
So Teacher Julie had to follow her thru the whole time.

Finished looking at the exhibitions, and went for lunch.
Noodles with fake chicken? Haha. Loved it!
Teacher Kokkin was like laughing at me. Hahaha.
Anyway did my favourite duty after I finished my food again - kiap noodles!!!! :D
Had a soursop drink & I realise I forgot to pay Joey back. :X sorry!
Took a picture with Alicia.
She is still oh-so-cuteeeeeeeee!
Her smile is so pretty & yes. Damn cute.
She kept playing & smiling to me today & I was so glad. :)

Next was Tea Chapter, it was actl rather fun brewing tea for the little kids.
But well, during briefing I wasn't really listening.
Was just trying to keep myself awake. :/
Time to brew tea. I didn't know what to do.
Hands were trembling cos as an accident prone, I'm worried that I'd hurt the little children.
Esp when their hands keep coming near the hot water.
But well, first try was okay.
Second try was better, & it kept getting better.
Rather proud of myself. :)
I think the tea I brewed was quite nice la. & it was fun. :DDD

Cck left around 440 and I left for Amk around 5?
Something bad happened on the bus.
I'm sorry I flared up, maybe I shouldn't have been so fierce.
But still, I couldn't stand it.
Little Calvert & Roy, please learn how to behave yourselves alright. :)

Teabreak with Joey & Yenni while the kids went home.
Talked & talked & got we got our camp picture alr!!!! Hooray :D
But our faces are not in it. Not even teacher green colour's.
Got cookies that were baked by little children & the teachers.
Thanks everyone. Had a great day today. :)

PS: still sorry to Calvert & Roy, dint mean to scold you guys.
Sorry to scold your son, Jianhong :X
(w love, natalie)


Friday, December 14, 2007 @ 1:19 PM
Oh little cutie, when you talk to me I swear the whole world stops.

Back from outing with my long lost Jem.
Planned to watch movie at cineleisure, but changed to PS cos I was late.
Thought I could reach in time.
Reached & Jem told me no more seating. ._.
Sorry, don't be angry with me like what your brother says. :D

Walked around for awhile, den went to the mrt station.
Went in and Jem said we can take the tix for refund.
Went out of the mrt station & headed for refund.
Got his money back, den to Pasir Ris park :D

Rented a bike and tried to cycle.
After 1 hour + of cycling, I still failed. ._.
I swear I have bad balancing skills :(
Jem went to get water & return the bike while I sat down to rest.
Brainless Natalie did a brainless thing.
& her shorts were splashed with mud.
& her legs were muddy.
& her havaianas were disgusting.
:/
Cleaned up & slacked at the seat for awhile with Jem.
Damn breezy, damn cooling, damn relaxed. :)
Left around 530.
Went out to look for cabby, but there was none around.
Wanted to take the bus out to the main road but realised that the bus is freaking slow.
So we decided to walk down the road to the main road, & if there were any cabs around we can just hop on.
Finally the bus was here & we caught the bus and alighted the next stop as it was the main road alr.
No cabbys. :(
Walked on further & finally got on one.
Waited like almost half an hour just for a bloody cab. ._.
& it was peak hour so it was darn exp.
Waste my money, rahhhhh!

Yuting called me just now & wanted me to report at CCK tmr morning @ 730. ._.
That is like O.O so I told her I'd report at Amk instead.
Okay, so tmr 730 @ Amk TLC with other volunteers.
& to NUS Museum or whatever it is, & Kent Ridge Park & Tea Chapter.
Desperately need helpers to look after lunch in the canteen!
Anybody free tmr please contact me or Yenni, thanks!

Thats all for tonight :D
(w love, natalie)


Thursday, December 13, 2007 @ 4:10 PM


the sand effect was beautiful [:
the pic is ruined by my flying fringe -.-
me&cailing&teacher angel
me&cailing
buried in the sand with sham acting cute behind :l
heehee
finally doneeee
waxler still prefers to bully cailing :D
I miss those times we were at camp. :(
So much funnnnn!
I swear my eyes are damn small. As you can see from these pics.
Ohwell. :/
(w love, natalie)


@ 12:53 PM
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air.

I'm super distracted tonight.
Perhaps that's because I'm in a dilemma and I can't get my mind off it.
There won't be a win-win solution.
I'm booked on Friday for an excursion with the kids.
So there's only tomorrow.
But the suayest thing had to happen to me.
I'm seriously in a mess & don't know what to do anymore.
...








Sofarawayfromwhereyouare-
(w love, natalie)


Wednesday, December 12, 2007 @ 2:54 PM
Pictures

Pictures :D
When I was at my cousin's house ;

Kaien&me


Weini

she smile so cute la!

kaiennnnn
when i was at camp! :D
mingen. so proud of him.
calvin. haha he failed =x
mingennnnn
belayed with him

beautiful right!! its singapore omggg
the most famous statue in sentosa
nightwalk ( cannot see very clearly but its the southernmost point of asia )
alicia! so damn cute. tofu face -.-
caaaaaaaalvin. im his baby sitter :O

yaye, everything's over.
misunderstandings are cleared.
:)
(w love, natalie)


Sunday, December 9, 2007 @ 1:40 PM
I miss camp. :(

Blogger remembers me! :D
My maple character is resting, so I'll blog in the meantime. (:
Back to Blogger, cos I'm sick of Livejournal.
But still, I'll be updating my mood & song & stuff here.

TLC Camp is overrrrr.
Yenni came to sleepover at my house on Thursday.
Mapled with Jem at night, it was quite funny ;D
Talked to him for awhile with Yenni beside me, which means I was disturbing her from her beauty sleep. =x

First day of camp ;
Reached Focus campsite around 10+, got assigned to be Teacher Yengyen's assistant.
Lovely Group 5, Yellow Compassion.
Teacher Yengyen was very friendly, and she's hyper too. :D
Helped during lunch, drinks & beehoon.
Haha, I love kiaping beehoon la. So fun ;D
Got to know Kaihao aka Snake, and he kept making fun of me. ._.

Set off for the amazing race!
Got to know the kids, they're all so cute.
Although we dint win in the amazing race, we enjoyed ourselves. :D
First game was at Merlion Walk, and I was blindfolded.
I remember kicking 2/3 bottles down ._. Sorry la, accident :/
& there was a station which was the spiderweb climbing thingy.
& also one at the Southern most point of Asia ._.
Took a funny group photo, and the tourist beside me took a picture with me too.
Shocked & awkward la. You shld have seen the look on my face.
Sis came, and followed us to the animals encounter thingy.
Then she left to join Joanne for their jog.

After the children bathed, it was dinnertime.
Dont remember helping out for dinner that day.
Then it was making appreciation gifts, and me&Yenni went to bathe.
It was damn scary and dark ._. & we were lost.
Haha, rang Jem up and talked to him for awhile.
Reached the toilet, was damn suay.
It was nighttime, the water was damn cold, and there was a fan on top of my cubicle -.-
Bathed as quick as I can and got out of the cubicle.
Walked back & it was 'nightwalk'.
Great scenery, & we caught fireworks from, (if I'm not wrong) songs of the sea.
Really beautiful.
Got back & it was time to sleeeeeeep.

Some *stupid boys didn't want to sleep and kept playing with their torchlight.
Got real angry and got up to scold them -.-
I was damn tired and wanted to sleep la.
Finally kept their torchlights & went to sleep.
Haha, the boy beside me kept rolling to my direction and it was damn squeezy.

Second day ;
645 rise and shine!
Washed up & hokeypokey for morning exercise.
The kids were having damn alot of fun, and so were the volunteers. :D
After that was breakfast, helped out with putting the butter & jam into the bowl with snake.
If I'm not wrong, the next activity was.. bonding with parents in the room?
Me, Yenni & snake went to wash the cups, and my phone got into soap & water ._.
Thought it was alright, but after that my phone became sot & couldn't use it anymore.

Took my phone for tanning while I went with the kids for another race.
This time the parents joined us, and we weren't doing much.
My main job was to look after Calvin. ._. ( I'll post his pic soon )
He's a 7 year old, and quite cute la, damn innocent ._.

Lunchtimeeee, afterwhich was a trip to the beach for me.
I took around 5 little kids with me to the beach, while the others stayed for high elements.
In the end, I became Calvin's nanny. ._.
He dint join in any activities at all, he was playing with sand all along.
Tried to build a sandcastle with him but failed. :l
Brought him back to the camp earlier cos felt like we dint have much to do there anyway.

Bathed, and then dinnertime.
After dinner was some activity in the room, and got to know one of the TA - Cailing.
Then it was nightwalk organised by Focus facilitators.
No torches, no lightstick. No nothing at all.
They lied to us that there will be brightbright lights along the route.
In the end, we were brought to a darkdark place which seemed damn scary.
YES, I was scared la.

My team was separated into 2 groups, and I took 6 out of 10 kids.
2 P1 girls, 2 P3 boys and 2 P4 girls.
All were damn scared and pulled onto my windbreaker on the way up the little mountain? haha
I was damn scared too, and I had to be responsible for their safety.
It was so -omg-.
Glad that the facilitators guided us at different stations, and one even helped me up the steps.
( But I got made fun by him the next day. !@#$% )
Reached the top, the view was magnificent.
Took pictures there, but the pictures are still with Teacher Yengyen.

Down, and back to the campsite.
We were the last group to reach, and we were still taking our time dropping by some places to take photos.
Quite an exciting night. :D

Last day ;
Little Darren who slept beside me was squeezing beside me the whole night again. LOL
Packed up, washed up, morning exercise again. :D
Played a game which was damn cute.
Breakfast & off to the beach again!
Me & Yenni tried to build a sandcastle but we failed time and again.
A friendly facilitator came to help us after that, and I think we finally succeeded ;D
Took pictures with Cailing & we were both buried in the sand by Miss Yenni + the little children including irritating kids like Waxler and his friend + teachers + facilitators Mr tofu & Sham & Mr yang who threw sand at meeeee
Haha, & I ate sand :l
Ohya, Mr sham is from Xinmin volleyball team. :O
He's er, 19 now?
He was kind enough to ask about Mrs Low. LOL

Got out and back to the campsite for lunch.
Mr Calvin wanted to join the high elements but he failed the test. =x
Ming En managed to finish it! :D

After that was high elements for me, with a few kids from my team.
Unfortunately Yenni was posted to the beach activities. :(
So I was with the high elements with Cailing, we were basically tanning under the hothot sun.
I think the kids are all very brave. Really.
Ming En is the bravest! :DDD
Proud of you little boy.

Last few minutes at the camp, got disturbed by Mr I-dont-know-whats-his-name-is.
Was rather shocked cos alot of them knew my name from my windbreaker. -.-
One of them even claimed that I talked to him ( which I don't remember doing )
Perhaps it was during the nightwalk when I couldn't see his face.
Mr I-dont-know-whats-his-name shouted ' natalie! ' and hid behind a pole. ._.
Quite funny la, but damn childish lor!

Yenn & I helped Yang belay this little kid who dint try out anything for 2 hours.
He whispered ' I have a feeling he's forced by his mum to do this. ' :O
Time to go home, got all our stuff and went onto the bus.
Goodbye to my teammates, cos theyre from cck and I'm going back amk.

Had lots of fun during the camp.
I believe I'm joining the camp next year again! :D

Yesterday night's talk with Jem was damn funny.
Laughed like crazy, hahaha.
Fixed my phone today, 8bucks nia leh.
Think quite cheap, but my mummy say I kena scam. LOL
Going Sentosa with primary schoolmates Shuting & Joey on Monday.
Yenni should be back on Monday, but I don't think she'd be able to go. :(
So long never see them alr. Time to meet up and have some fun tgt ;D

That's all for todaaaaaay :D
Goodnight & byebye.
(w love, natalie)


Tuesday, December 4, 2007 @ 7:29 PM

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(w love, natalie)