my sister made me a big fan of mariah carey. LOL.
love alafing with her.

dont feel like typing so neatly today so yea this post is gonna be very very luan :/
went back to school for physics lesson ytd and had breakfast with cindy.
stupid cindy made me wake up half an hour earlier than i should.
physics lesson was so dumb and a little waste of time.
met jem after, he was late by 40 min i think.

today had training in the morning, didnt go for singapore flyer cos
firstly yenni wasnt going,
secondly im paired with a new teacher whom i dont really know :x
and lastly i dont think i will enjoy the trip without yenni or anybody i know
although i will have a chance to see my cute little alicia calvin chow and yenni's jiayu.

training was kinda slack with somebody like cindy.
they did only one set out of three for back arch.
me and joyce were good people, we did 3 sets but the last was a little bit slack la.
played against cindy xinjie wanda and hooshie pok with neh val and joyce.
won, but i admit i was being a statue somehow. as always
jz was honest enough to point out that i have no sense of direction.
told jem about it and i remember him laughing at me.
met jem aft that, slack and catch up a bit.
aft he left we contacted for awhile but he went mia soon aft that.

mapled a lot with yenni recently, i love jumping in maple with her
i shall go into maple and complete my stupid quest for the guy at lith harbour
and go jump jump at sleepywood
yes now you can see how bored i am!

oh btw. happy 14th to jem and me in a day!
(edit at 1035pm)
hello jem, find some time to msg or call me when youre free k.

I had fun at training today :D
Jz was in a good mood, and he kept joking with us.
He didn't scold us at all, instead he used jokes to correct our mistakes.
I think it's damn fun la :)
Hweewen, don't take his words too seriously okay!
You can do better, now smileeee cos I'll be there to pei you (to slack haha :x )

There was this activity where we had to kai qiu and aim at different spots.
I died at that, expectedly, given my wonderful aiming.
Hongchuan was sitting somewhere near and he was laughing at me again!
Everyday leh!!
And that Cindy was like joining him in laughing at me la!!!!
Stupid kummie.

I'm gonna meet my stupid kummie at 8am tmr for breakfast.
Stupid kummie's idea.
So I gotta sleep early tonight.
Hope to meet Jem tmr, like finally :(
( I know you will read this )
Goodnight!

Shut up, stupid CPU.
I don't know what it's so excited about.

I'm left alone in the living room, staring at the com and doing practically nothing.
Oh great, now I have something to do, Yenni just msg-ed me.
Replied.
Now I have to stare at the screen again.
I seriously lead a boring life.
Somebody, entertain me please?

Updated at 9:11PM
What do you do when you're bored?
I went to explore my documents and looked at all the photos of eggplants, 204, Jem.
And of course the recent b girls photos.
Realized that a lot of things have already changed.
I remember how Jem used to bake cookies for me. :) But not anymore.
Remember how I used to say I hate dota.
And now I really really hate dota.
Cos when I'm bored to the very very max dota's occupying Jem. F you dota.

Yaye. Finally,

_LICHeng_™ says:
i can imagine
_LICHeng_™ says:
lol
natalie ('.') says:
yaye
natalie ('.') says:
we're on the same boat

(my pm's 'you cant imagine how bored i am.' )
And when I told him I'm gonna maple he was ' OMG '. LOL
I'm really really very bored la! :/

Training ytd was kinda slack, cos the Sec 4s and 5s are having their papers in the hall.
So we couldn't gang qiu against the wall, spike to the wall, jump, and bounce the ball.
Basically we couldn't do everything.
Smart Jz asked us to put the blue mattress all over the court to reduce noise. Then we did spiking.
He left for lunch after that and we were left alone to complete our service and PT.

Pictures taken by Val, ripped from Xinjie's blog :)
From these two pictures, we can see who's slacking during the 3 sets of 2 min.
Apparently Cindy was slacking! Haha :D

After which was lunch at Hougang Point's KFC with Hoosh, Kum, and Xinjie.
Talked a lot, haha, sadly Anetta and Annlyn weren't with us.
Home after that, maple maple maple ~
Starting to play maple everyday again man. Shit.

Promise Ring by Tiffany Evans feat Ciara
Sometimes a girl needs to know that she's
appreciated for all the things she does
with some sort of token of love
cause with out it her young heart won't know (heart won't know).

And right then to my surprise (he)
pulls out a small velor box, pink ribbon tied
and wondering what inside
he opened it and then he replied.

He said I promise not to hurt you, I promise not to lie
I promise to befriend you and defend you with my life
I promise you for ever I promise you today
(he said) will you wear my promise ring
(I said yes)

You break your promise we breakin' up
gotta couple things that I want
walks in the park and sweet things
if I rock that promise ring
I can be pretty young thing
you can become my king
i gottah have you by me
yes I'll rock your promise ring

:)

Brief description of today:
volleyball during PE,
received lots of holiday homework,
report book,
Xavier's house with Jem and Shengyuan,
PTM @ 6,
out for dinner with family,
home.

Too tired to blog in complete sentences.
Happy holidays!

I feel so untouched and I want you so much
That I just can't resist you
It's not enough to say that I miss you.
I feel so untouched right now, need you so much somehow
I can't forget you
Goin' crazy from the moment I met you.

Today's training was quite funny, ' any birdieee? '
And I fell while jumping the coffins thingy.
Stupid accident prone.

Anyway, here is an abstract of me and Yenni's conv:

natalie ('.') says:
but my results really quite lan leh
¥ da not-it girl says:
so work harder next time
¥ da not-it girl says:
dwell on it for what
¥ da not-it girl says:
dont worry abt it alr
¥ da not-it girl says:
tell yourself june hol you gunna work harder
¥ da not-it girl says:
think bt your future
¥ da not-it girl says:
what you gunna do
¥ da not-it girl says:
for your goal, you can make it
natalie ('.') says:
ahaha
natalie ('.') says:
i just want to be a taitai, how :(
natalie ('.') says:
june hol im gonna slackkkkkk :D
¥ da not-it girl says:
><
¥ da not-it girl says:
><
¥ da not-it girl says:
><

Tired from training, goodnight!

We both know our heart is breaking
Can we learn from our mistakes
I can't last one moment alone

Vesak's over, witnessed the 3 steps 1 bow on Sunday.
So cool, really sad that I didn't go this year. :(
Sunday was very slack cos there were quite a number of people helping out.
It took us quite a long time to get out of the temple cos of the small gate which was filled with damn a lot of people.
Monday was better cos Boss gave me this duty to give balloons to kids!
The kids were really cute, they'll run over and ask for a balloon.
However there was once when there were too many balloons in my hands and due to the strong wind the strings got tangled up.
Fortunately, a passerby came to my rescue and tried to entangle everything.
Much thanks :)
Managed to sell 15kg popcorn, 16kg peanuts, 16kg butter corn, 20kg chickpeas, 110 packets of tapioca chips and 54 packets of yam cookies in total.
Well done everyone, see you guys next Fri!

After that, went to have Vegetarian dinner at Hougang with Yenni and my family.
She walked home after that while I went home and rested.
Skipped school the next day due to some reasons.
Coincidentally, Jem didn't go to school too.
There are really too many coincidences in life.



Dying inside cause I can't stand it
Make or break up
Can't take this madness
We don't even really know why
All I know is baby I
Try and try so hard
To keep our love alive
If you don't know me at this point
Then I highly doubt you ever will
I really need you to give me
That unconditional love I used to feel
It's no mistaking
We're just erasing
From our hearts and minds

Goodnight.

I'm gonna eat a lot a lot of kuehkuehs at Pks later!
I want to eat the carrot cake mansxz freaking long never eat alr.
Few hours more to more fooooooood.
That's great hehe!

Note to Jem:
Wei, I miss you like fuck.
Haha :D

And I know we said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you
:)

Today's training was damn pathetic with only 8 girls turning up.
I bet everybody's back must be aching now cos of the blue blacks.
And I fell 7 times today! :(
Seriously 7 times. That's so stupid can.
I even dreamt of falling down when I tried to nap today afternoon. Lol!
That's how stupid I can get.

Vesak preparation starts tmr at Pks!
Nails have to be cut, hair tied up. A little different from the past.
The only thing that's not changed is that Yenni's going with me :D
Hope the both of us won't fall tmr!

I'm so happy todayyy!
Mr Chew told me that I passed all my subjects. Yayeeeeeeeeee :D
Which means I didn't fail my HMT even though I got 49.3% for my SA1.
That's greaaaaaat I don't even want to fail HMT!

Had my 2.4 today and I ran alone :(
I was so sad after getting PS-ed by Anetta Chua Xue Ting and Jasmine!!!
Started dragging Hui Shi, Cindy and asking them to run with me but I failed.
Grawr I almost cried cos I don't want to run alone :(
Got over it and finished 2.4 in 14.12 min.
Jem thinks thats slow and hes not proud of me. :(
I lost to Freddy! 2 secs only lor.
He don't want lose to me. I also don't want lose to him. But at the last stretch he overtook me and finished first. :/

Me and Jem wanted to go for ice cream during the 1 and a half hour break.
But he wasn't feeling well, so we gave it a miss.
Went out to eat lunch with Cindy and Xinjie instead, wanted to pon HMT but finished lunch too early so went back.
Jem waited with me for my parents to pick me from school.
Got rather emotional after I got reminded of some incidents and kicked him quite a no of times.
Haha. Sorry. Lost control.
He said I'm rude for saying 'fuck sia' and ' kum leh' at Shengyuan and Kuanyu.. :/

Today's a Friday!
A day to rest and have some fun.
Pokemon!


I tried to read between the lines
I tried to look in your eyes
I want a simple explanation
For what I'm feeling inside
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out

Yesterday's interhouse games were alright, played Captains' Ball, had a great team.
Good job everyone, although we were in second place.
After training, Dad and Mum came to fetch me and we went for dinner nearby.

Today was a sucky day cos we got back our papers.
I've flunked 2 subjects (E Math and Hmt) alr.
Damn, I can't believe I actually flunked Hmt by a fucking 0.7 marks! :@
E Math was the most jialat. The whole class flunked Paper 2 okay.
Including Amirul and Wei Lun!!
That's damn sad la..

Okay I shall not be sad anymore.
To hell with all that rubbish! :D
I'm gonna make myself happy by playing Pokemon!
Don't be upset with your results anymore, you've alr done your best, just try to buck up and study harder for EOYs, its 45% okay!
Cheer up everyone, get over it, pamper yourself and smile :D

To think of it now, I don't see what's so good about her /

I'm keeping myself busy by pokemon-ing!
My Psyduck just evolved into Golduck. I'm damn sad. :(
But traded it with a Lickitung alr.
That's all for the updates!

& I'm never gonna let you go, said I'm never gonna let you go
cos you're a keepa

I'm rotting at home.
Any kind souls would like to entertain me?

Didn't contact Jem today. I don't know why either. Trying to wait for him to reach me I guess. Still waiting..






I wanted to start mapling. But I don't feel like mapling alone. So I'm waiting for Yenni to be online ~






I know why everybody's listening to Always be my baby! Cos its nicee and I'm lovin' it too.






These are the few things I want to blog about today, thought that they are all ' no link ' to each other so separated them all.
Goodbye!

Credits to Xinjie, but copied from Cindy's.

Yesterday was a great day with the girls :)
Listening compre ended around 830, the whole team went to Amk Hub tgt after that.
Changed to J8, had breakfast at LJS while the others ate at Macs.
Went to walk walk around, then went for our movie at 1215.
What happen in Vegas was rather funny, quite interesting.
Took 55 back to school for training.

We all died at training, all the fan gun and squattings.
I know everyone's having muscle ache today, don't worry, we're all normal!
Dad came to fetch me after training, home by 7+.
Got to know that Jem went for swimming yesterday. Hmm.

Today was so boring, I don't know why I went to school.
I ran into school today. Damn the stupid bus.
First activity was damn boring, second activity was movie in the hall. The movie was rather great.
Recess with Jem, catch up a little, then went to the hall for some stupid record breaking competition.
Finally school was over, lunch-ed with Cindy, then home with Jem.
That's all, gotta run ~
Ignore the spammer on my tagboard, cos he/she is dumb :D

Trust is still the most important yeps?
Love Jem.

I'm rotting at home. :/
I thought today's family day, but I ended up sitting at the com alone.
It's okay, I'll entertain myself by doing quizzes on Facebook!

Exams are finally over, hooray ~
But I'm rather sad, cos I only remember doing well for my Chem.
The rest were all buang-ed! Grawr.
Today's E Math sucked too. I found distance traveled by ' Speed divided by time taken '.
Smart.

Thai cuisine for Saturday & Sunday's dinner.
They wanted to go there and eat on Monday too, but I objected strongly -.-
Damn sian la, eat the same food 3 days in a row.
Went to study at Rivervale Mall with Jem on Sunday :)
Studied quite a bit, the rest were spent playing Bomberman Cart on my phone.
Visited Yenni after Jem left for church, walked to Compass Point and almost got lost ~
Daddy came, met yiyi and went for dinner.

Monday's lunch after the papers was at Sakae with the girls, a pity Annlyn wasn't there.
Pictures :)Yesterday was Jem day :)
Had breakfast, then off to Punggol Park to walk walk.
A lot of mosquitoes la, grr. But the air there was kinda fresh? Haha.
Wanted to play with the swings. Sadly they were occupied, even after we left.

Jem suggested to go home and play Battlefield 2.
So we went to his house, Battlefield 2 couldn't be installed.
Installed some rollercoaster game instead.
Jem went to sleep while I tried to build a zoo, a theme park and a swimming pool.
All failed. :/
After which Cindy came online to entertain me! Haha.

Home by near 5, bathed and rushed out for dinner.
Celebrated Mothers' Day with my family at Fortunate Restaurant.
Long time since I went there. The salad prawns were damn best! As best as ever :)
Didn't get to eat dim sum though. :/

All came to my house, I watched tv for awhile, and wanted to study for today's paper.
Went into the room and fell asleep on the table. :/
So I went to sleep instead, damn early! Like, 8++ pm? Hehe. :D



















I'm bored I'm bored I'm boreddddd.
Why is Jem always online when I'm not and when I'm online, he's not here?
Grawr I'm BORED ><

Ahkum, I removed this part all because of you ><

Happy birthday to Shiyao yesterday!
You're fifteen but still as childish as ever? Haha :D
Yesterday's paper was hooray!
Finally 2 papers that I can be proud of.
Although I didn't really manage to finish my Sect C of Physics (I died there), I'm still quite proud of my MCQ and really glad that at least I made sense in most of the qns :D
And History was quite okay. Quite. Hehe.

After school went for A Math at the Lib, went crazy with Cindy, I don't know what happened haha.
Went to Cindy's house after that, did some A math.
Home by 7 :)
And Jem called me just to tell me goodnight last night!
That's so nice of him. :)
I don't know if I should go studying tmr. Hmm..

Goodbye :)
I'm gonna smile cos I deserve to, and other earthlings should too! :D

Friend, everything will be okay!

I slept for a good 12 hours. Feels really good :D
Instead of studying, I'm eating my sandwich + strawberry milk and using the com right now.
The sandwich tastes like Cindy's 打仗的食物! Hahahahaha.
I went through Chapter 1 of History last night, found out that actually History's not too bad.
Quite interesting. So I shall go back and study later.

Goodbye. :D
PS: Happy birthday to Shiyao tmr! :D

Exams suck :(
I've completed 6 papers and I'm not confident or proud of any of them :(
Not even Geog!! Grawr.
I thought today's Geog will be okay.. Lots of people said it was quite an easy paper.
But sadly for me, it wasn't :/
I didn't complete my HMT paper! I thought it would be kinda slack but turned out that there were a lot of things to write, and most of them were opinion-questions!
And E Math was so damn sick, everybody thinks so.
I'm so sad, I think I buang everything alr :(

Finally a day free to slack a bit.
Have been hanging out with Jem a lot recently, really happy about it :)
We walked quite a lot yesterday! Haha.
Think I should give him a break. Scared he get sick of me.

Anyway, have to go soon to start revising my Physics and History!
Who the hell is so stupid as to put these two bombs on the same day. Grawr.
Shall go and play some games before I start studying.
Reduce stress :)

Should I not be so obsessive? :)