ALAF-ed!
Such a long time since I've used the com.
Now I'm typing slower cos I'm still not used to it. :/

For the past few days I have been rather busy, either with school work or with training.
Monday, went for scoring after school with Xinjie.
Xms won Smb 2-0, good job!
Jem sent me home after that.

Tuesday had training after A math lesson.
Hehe, our class loves Mrs Thang, she's so nice and funny.
Sadly she'll be leaving us next week and will come back only a few months later. :(
Oh and Cindy broke Mr Lee's measuring tape, super alaf!
Met Jem after some miscommunication and got home by 8.

Had UBD Project the next day after school with group members.
Ended up doing nothing much, so left around 3+ to Hg Mall with Cindy to print some photos.
Fooled around, then I left to meet Jem around Xavier's house.
Slacked till 5+ and had dinner with Mummy & Daddy before heading home.

Thurs' training was canceled, B girls won Jurong 2-1, great :D
However, B boys lost 2-1 to YTS :(
Malcolm friend got a bump on his head, take care yep!
Went for dinner with girls at Hg Point, then somehow got lost after Xinjie left.
Bought dinner for Sis before reaching home around 830.
Tired so slept right after that!

Ytd had training after school, met Jem during the 1 and a half hour break for some ice cream along with Cindy, Xinjie, Dawn and Xavier.
So glad that Jem still came down in the end.
Went to class cos I thought theres compo test, ended up doing Summary. :/
Boring, after that went over to Jem's class and saw that he was avatar-ing.
Waited for him and well he cooled down without me, so I said bye and left for my training.
Was kinda down during training at first.. But felt better after a while.
Dad came to fetch me home so I reached home early. :)
However, I didn't sleep early.
Talked to Jem on the phone for a while, after which I thought over some things for a while and ended up crying :/
Haha, but everything's ok.

Today's sports meet was cool, Jaguar was awesome! :D
Did quite a lot of cheering with Annpok and Xinpok, also with Beeting and Xiaoqi.
After that Beeting came up with an idea of me singing you-are-my-sunshine to Jem when he was sooooo far away and there were so many people.
I didn't do it cos I didn't dare to, haha.
Went to Macs with Jem to have strawberry sundae.
What's the use of ice-cream? Ha ha.
Well anyway everything got better after that, so yep happy.
One year's coming, whee!

Tmr's plan will be going to Cindy's house for project, hoping to meet Jem before that.
Not going Sunday School again cos my grandma told me not to, she thinks there'll be traffic jams tmr.
So yep, that's all for the update! :)

I miss the kids :(
Take note of the two little boys in the front row, they were the cutest boys I had during the TLC Camp in December.
I guess that's because they are both 7 years old and veryvery tian zhen ke ai. :D
The one on the left is Ming en & the one on the right is Calvin.
:)

Will upload photos from bbq after Cailing pass them to me.
Bbq was great catching up with friends although Ratata didn't turn up.
No lame jokes :/
Anyway, happy belated birthday to Jianhong :)

Sudden feeling to listen to this song:

I'm leaving messages and voicemails
Telling you I miss you
Baby am I doing too much (too much)
Why you tryna diss me
When I just wanna kiss you
Baby am I doing too much (too much)
Tell me what's the issue
Who I give these lips to
Baby am I doing too much (too much)
This is turning into
Something I ain't hip to
Baby am I doing too much (too much)

See you got me all alone
Waitin right here by the phone
For you to call me,
Just to here
Your voice tone
I keep on wondering if you was even
Feeling me, I keep on wondering if
This was even meant to be
Tell me imma waste of time, boy
You showing me no sign, is it cuz u on
Ya grind, cuz you're always on my mind

I keep on wondering if everything you said was true
I keep on wondering if you were really coming through

Now here I go again blowing you up,
And my girlfriends keep telling me
I'm doing too much
Now here I go again blowing you up,
And my girlfriends keep telling me
I'm doing too much

I'm leaving messages and voicemails
Telling you I miss you
Baby am I doing too much (too much)
Why you tryna diss me
When I just wanna kiss you
Baby am I doing too much (too much)
Tell me what's the issue
Who I give these lips to
Baby am I doing too much (too much)
This is turning into
Something I ain't hip to
Baby am I doing too much (too much)

I'm out with my girls tryna have a good time
And you know I'm looking fly tryna meet sum other guys
But it gets hard sometimes cuz there ain't no one just like you
I try my best but I can't shake this thing u got me going through

All I can picture is the color of your eyes, and the way u make me smile
I ain't felt this in a while,
But I came to a conclusion that this is pure illusion
Chaos and confusion but I'm not gonna let it ruin

The way I feel about myself cuz I have self-esteem, sometimes I
Wonder if I'm just chasing a fantasy

The way I feel about myself cuz I have self-esteem, sometimes I
Wonder if I'm just chasing a fantasy

I'm leaving messages and voicemails
Telling you I miss you
Baby am I doing too much (too much)
Why you tryna diss me
When I just wanna kiss you
Baby am I doing too much (too much)
Tell me what's the issue
Who I give these lips to
Baby am I doing too much (too much)
This is turning into
Something I ain't hip to
Baby am I doing too much (too much)

Hello, I'm not a robot who can let you all control ok
I have my human rights, I have my opinions
Everything I come to this I quarrel with you guys
And you stop acting a very nice big sis ok
Aren't you as rebellious as I am?

Quarreled with Mummy yet again.
Fuck, when can I finally stop this.

有时候，我也不知道自己在做什么

Life has been rather boring recently. :/

I remember sleeping at 2am on Sunday night after talking to Jem for around 2 hours.
Hehe, couldn't sleep la, don't know why.
So went to school for MT oral on Mon, Jem came to fetch me to school & wanted to surprise me I guess when I turned around and tada! Saw him walking towards me.
Left for school while Shiyao, Qimei & Xiaoqi had their breakfast at Macs.
Talked all the way to school, met Xinjie & when we reached the school gate Jem went home to zzz.
MT Oral was horrible, I don't know why but I was trembling all the way :/
And funny thing is my phone kept ringing & vibrating during oral, haha.

Got out of school to meet Dawn & Xinjie, returned calls and all.
Rushed home cos I had to meet people for class gathering.
Met girls at the Mrt Stn, Weirou brought us to her house along with the guys.
Quite a number of people were MIA all of a sudden.

Reached Weirou's house, everybody got changed & most of them got pushed into the pool.
Me & Jasmine were somehow lucky to escape it at first, but after that we were dragged into the pool by the girls.
I can still remember Valerie carrying me and threw me into the pool :/
Swam with Zhiting & some other people for a very long time.
I miss swimming :(

Bbq-ed, karaoke-d, everyone got high.
Luyi & me were simply enjoying ourselves la, haha.
Reached home at 12 cos Sis reached late.
Overall the class gathering was great, enjoyed myself & glad everyone did too :)
Just hope more people will come for the next gathering & everyone have more fun!

Tuesday morning had Physics lesson, little miss Luyi reached super early so I asked her to buy chips and shared with her :D
Got lost cos we couldn't find the class, and finally found it after walking around the school.
The chips were great, at least it made lesson time pass by faster.

After lesson went to Amk hub to have lunch with Luyi & Jasmine.
Went walking around & talked a lot after that, haha.
Bought Sis' lunch and rushed home before she fainted.
Went out with family after that.
Sis took a lot of photo and uploaded them all into Facebook :/

Today has been boring.
I managed to do my Geog worksheet but slacked after that.
I wanna go watch Leap years with Jem tmr, hehe cool.
:)

Today's good because Jem chose not to ignore me.
Glad he made the right choice, ha ha, if not I'll be at home crying and whining like a stupid 3-year-old again.
So yes, everything's over, no more sad Natalie. *smiles widely*

Went to the doc's with Dad as usual, but this time was a little different cos I was there to see the doc too.
So I got my medicine and it tastes as bitter and weird as ever. :/
Went home, down to cut my hair again.
Regretted effing a lot because I think I look retarded now :(
Hope my fringe grows faster and will look better in just a few days time.
Trimmed my hair, now it's rather short so I'm sad too :(
Quarreled with Mummy in public just now.
Was rather angry because I believe I didn't do anything wrong.
Went for dinner & home sweet home :)

Jem's out, gonna talk to him on the phone *finally* later.
He seems so free, but we don't get a chance to talk on the phone very often, which is effing sad.
So yea, since our timings are ok tonight, I hope we can have a great talk. :)
Time to catch up, since I've lost him for so many days.

I've got to be done with class gathering preparations by tomorrow!
Perhaps get it done by tonight if I'm not lazy.
Last but not least, hope everything turns out great on Monday & everybody to enjoy themselves! :)
Off to maple, Yenni's gonna join me soon, yep it's time to level up like finally!

A faster version of this song

歌名：思念是一种病
歌手：张震岳

当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头

一辈子有多少的来不及
发现已经失去
最重要的东西
恍然大悟早已远去
为何总是在犯错之后
才肯相信错的是自己
他们说这就是人生
试著体会 试著忍住眼泪
还是躲不开应该有的情绪
我不会奢求世界停止转动
我知道逃避一点都没有用
只是这段时间里尤其在夜里
还是会想起难忘的事情
久久不能痊愈

当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息

汲汲营营
忘记身边的人需要爱和关心
藉口总是拉远了距离
不知不觉无声无息
我们总是在抱怨事与愿违
却不愿意回头看看自己
想想自己到底做了什么蠢事情
也许是上帝给我一个试炼
只是这伤口需要花点时间
只是会想念过去的一切
那些人事物会离我远去
而我们终究也会远离
变成回忆

oh 思念是一种病
oh 思念是一种病一种病

多久没有说我爱你
多久没有拥抱你所爱的人
当这个世界不在那麽美好
只有爱可以让他更好
我相信一切都来得及
别管那些纷纷扰扰
别让不开心的事停下了脚步
就怕你不说就怕你不做
别让遗憾继续一切都来得及

Appr-ed off, going off now, goodbye.
Be back at night.

"Where were you, when I said I loved you?
And where were you, when I cried at night?
Waiting up, couldn't sleep without you
Thinking of, all the times we shared
I remember when I walked out
I remember when I screamed I hated you
But somehow deep inside, still loving you, sad and lonely"

So yes, that's a great new song by Keyshia Cole.
Credits to completealbumlyrics.com
Turned off my phone alr so if 306 you are trying to contact me for the class gathering on Monday I'm so sorry I can't be reached right now.
Don't want to face my phone anymore because it sucks, period.
PS: Much thanks to Yenni & Jean.



Ouch.
That hurts.

Came across Mr Brown's blog and read this post about Autistics.
Found it amazingly interesting so I watched the video which *sorry* somehow freaked me out.
But of course to me all human are equal, and I don't have anything against them at all. :)

Promised Yenni to maple with her tonight so as to forget everything.
But didn't do it & stayed to chat on Msn instead, sorry.
Haven't talked a lot to Jem recently, I don't know why either.
Seriously miss him a lot, hope things would turn out fine.
Smile.

I'm tired.

Nothing much to be excited about for the next few days.
Hmm, Monday's 306's class gathering.
Guess it will kinda fun, & I came up with some stupid games which I hope can entertain 306 on that day.
I thought of those games during Mother Tongue lesson which was boring. :/
So yea, the games won't be leaked out to other people so that there'll be more fun on the day this way.
Hehe, let's all make this day a memorable one!
That's all folks, catch up next time :)
PS : I love Yenni for listening to my crap and naggings ;D

Waiting for your call,
I'm sick, call I'm angry
Call I'm desperate for your voice

Mood: Tired
Listening to: Simple Plan - Crazy

Today was nothing much, just rather stupid cos I was caught for hair during the morning assembly by Mrs V. Lee.
Luyi, Annlyn and some others were caught too.
We were sent to the foyer to get ourselves at least a hair clip no matter what, at the price of $2 per hair clip.
Isn't that bloody scam?
Today was the first time I got caught for my fringe, no warning, straightaway go buy the stupid clip.
About damn stupid la.
Jem also kena hair cut, but he looks rather cute in that hairstyle ^^
But it's gone alr, he went to cut a somewhat nicer hairstyle immediately after sending me home just now. Haha!
Like instant only.

So yeap after that returned to class for lessons.
Cindy arrived rather early huh, right when the lesson just started.
Without anything for me :(
However we still managed to sterng abit of the burger, wahaha ;D

After school met Jem for awhile before he was gone for some stuff.
Me & Dawn got bored & went to Hg mall to get our stuff & had lunch.
Saw this fatherly pen at Mini toons.
About alaf only la!
Went to print photo but printed wrong size.
Tried to send again but the machine sucks so left to meet Jem.
Sent me home & as usual talked for awhile before going home.
Felt as if we hadn't talked for a very long time.

I'm happy with my Progress Report and also most of my tests! :D
Did rather well this time, really proud of myself haha.
Heard that quite a number of people saw Mas Selamat somewhere in Hg.
So people please be careful yea, better not go loitering around after school anymore!
Be good kids and stay at home, stay out of trouble :D

Oh btw I have a swollen mouth now & don't feel like going to school, it feels like a stupid elephant lump on my mouth la.
& Cindy's leaving tmr with the other volleyball girls, do take care and miss me ok! :D
Bedtime, goodnight!

Natalie is sick, like again.
I hate the feeling of being sick :/

Got my Roxy wallet today.
I love papa lots, he said he will get me everything that I want if I guaiguai listen to him & do things the right way.
So I shouldn't disappoint him anymore. :)

I'm tired. Wanna sleep soon.
Rather boring day today, so that's all & goodnight.

Update updateee :D
I don't remember much that happened on Tues, sorry :/
So Wednesday, didn't go for Hmt cos me & Xinjie went to do scoring.
Went to Hg point to get some light snacks before cabbing to CCAB.
Scoring that day was quite fun, all the matches were quite exciting esp Xinmin's!
Xinmin won Fairfield, 2-1, great work guys, work harder next time!
Met Jem in school, met Yenni outside school to pass benben the money, den left for home with Jem. :)
At night, went home, completely tired.
So went to sleep right after dinner & some washing up.

Thursday ;
:)
Went over to Jem's house and waited for him to get changed before we head for our puzzle :D
But ended up having heart to heart talks.
I'm so glad Jem's matured alr. :)
Got hungry & he made me omelette, like damn nice la!
Did his A math homework and it was time to go :/
Sent me to the bus stop while he rushed home for tuition.
Got home by 8.
Oh btw, camwhored a little! :D
So glad la, this way I can continue with my hehe :D
Ytd was suuuuuuuuuuper great cos of little dummy.

Today ;
Happy 11th month bunny, love you to bits :D
E math was funny, talked alot with Cindy.
English then PE, paired with Cindy & played badminton.
Doubles with Hui Shi & Anetta, I kept missing :(
Then it was with Beeting & Dawn.
Dawn is a pandawn who is living in Lingling zoo on Beebeeisland and has an owner called Lianlian who attacked my elbow during PE today because she wanted to invade Lingling zoo and steal Pandawn away :(
Lol! The later part is my story la, but the earlier part was created by Dawn & Bee. Heh.

Recess with Dawn & people!
Talked quite a little, met Jem for awhile & left for class with Xiao Qi.
A math! Ohya, I passed my A math :D
I hope Mrs Thang didn't remember wrongly though.

Took Physics test & realised Jasmine's quite good at it!
Haha ;D
After that had prata with Jem, Dawn & Tf.
Then back for lessons before going home with Jean!
Ahaha, my partner, so long never talk to her alr.
& She still remembers how sucky my Geog is.
I failed my Geog test like wth. :/

Yeap so that's abt all, guess if I have to upload any photos it'll be some other time alr.
Bedtime!